A love letter

A love letter

From my heart to your heart

May we recognize the presence of divine love.

May we see ourselves as one?

My dear,

Is there someone in your life, a friend or family member that you find difficult to love?

Maybe this person was mean to you, even if she was intimidated or mistreated in the past.

When you think about that person, love is not what you feel. You may feel anger, anger or even hate. You can also have other strong unpleasant feelings.

What holds you in these old feelings?

How can you free her and enter a space of love?

When you feel these feelings, the other person does not feel them.

YOU are trapped in the chains of old grief and old emotions.

One of my mother's sisters died recently. Although I knew for years that it hurt a lot as a child, I was not motivated to express my feelings about it. Instead, I avoided it for decades.

Now she is in the spirit and I see that I do not remember a generous or friendly gesture she has done for me or for anyone. My heart is full of pain, not love.

This woman was a tyrant. I have clear memories of how she intimidates her husband. "Honey, let yourself be dead!" She would say to that sweet soul.

She intimidated her older son into thinking he was stupid, even though he had average intelligence. Can you imagine how that affected his life?

She intimidated her daughter with a chain smoker.

She intimidated her other two sons until one of them was 3,000 kilometers away just to feel free.

She also intimidated me, even though I was not my own child.

Whenever she visited us or visited her family, she was terrible to me. I hid in my room when she came to our house until my mother dragged me to greet her and her family.

Now it's in the mind and I struggle to find a way to forgive him so that I'm not overwhelmed by my feelings anymore.

First, my ego came in and I became mean.

I started to imagine his life review in the spirit world.

"Very good," I told him in spirit. "Finally, you will finally know how much you have hurt others, you will feel their own pain, good, long awaited!"

These thoughts have no pity at all.

When I behaved this way, I was determined to change my feelings. What can I do?

When I find that I can not feel love for someone, I know that the problem is mine and that the restriction is in me.

If I blame only the other person, nothing will change.

When I am one of my feelings and I ask for higher instructions, to heal myself, to forgive myself for having this person in my life, I end up becoming free.

If I remember being the one to change, I'm ready to take a step forward and make those changes.

I remembered that bullies and abusers are themselves harassed and abused as children.